you know you love me

Velvet - The Big Pink.

3.18 - The Unblairable Lightness Of Being - Jenny asks Nate to dance; dancing montage; Serena finds Lily in her father’s hotel room.

Gossip Girl: While most people think it’s our brain that controls our actions, it’s often our heart that gets the biggest workout. It can make us do the craziest of things, but it can also let us take a chance on new adventures. Because when we open our heart, we can explore a world of love… and be pleasantly surprised by the people already in our life. But unfortunately, our hearts are very sensitive, and when they’re broken, everything around us is shattered.

Dan: Just to clarify, I do think you deserve to be with someone that makes you happy.
Blair: Well, coming as it does from someone who dates Vanessa Abrams, it means very little to me. …But still, thank you, Humphrey.
Dan: Care for a dance?
Blair: I guess.

Chuck: Wait. Did you really mean what you said?
Blair: Yes. When your Uncle threw me out-
Chuck: Wait, he threw you out?! You didn’t actually…
Blair: Why are you laughing?
Chuck: ‘Cause nothing happened, this was all for nothing!
Blair: It’s not nothing. I didn’t do it, but I would have. …I want what Dorota and Vanya have. Real love. Pure and simple love.
Chuck: You’d be bored within five minutes.
Blair: Better bored than ashamed of myself. I would do anything for you, Chuck. But what if that’s wrong? I never thought it was possible to love someone too much, but maybe it is. …I don’t like who i’ve become with you.
Chuck: Wait, Blair. Don’t bail on me. We have to see this through to the end.
Blair: …This is the end, Chuck.

Dorota: I should have realized that something was still wrong with you and Mr Chuck, but you always tell me everything.
Blair: I couldn’t admit it to anyone. I could barely admit it to myself. …I didn’t want to let you down. I’m sorry I ruined your wedding Dorota. Does Vanya hate me?!
Dorota: No, Miss Blair. I came to America to start new life, to make new traditions. Lucky for me, I find great people to do this with. I find my family.
Blair: …When I saw how happy you and Vanya are, I realized how unhappy I am.
Dorota: I wish you to be like me one day, to find right love. Good love. I don’t need you to be happy couple, Miss Blair. I just need you to be happy.

Serena: Carter is helping me find my dad. 
Nate: Oh, was he in Carter’s hotel room?!
Serena: Nate, I love you. I’m not interested in Carter.
Nate: Then why do you still have secrets with him? 
Serena: I was nervous to tell you that I was still looking for my Dad. I felt-I felt stupid, like i’d be disappointing you. Look, I told you the truth. I don’t know what else you want me to do.
Nate: I want you to stop seeing him. 
Serena: I know you’re upset, but that doesn’t give you the right to tell me who I can and can’t see. 
Nate: With Carter, yes, it does.

Blair: Everything you said last night was true. We do belong together. We’re both sick and twisted. If you think about it, we’re incredibly fortunate to have even found each other.
Chuck: Blair, I don’t want this to be you settling, some sort of consolation.
Blair: We’ve both hit rock bottom, Chuck. But we’ve hit it together. At least we won’t be lonely in hell.

Dan: Hey, you okay?
Blair: No, i’m not. Why do you even care? You’ve always thought the worst of Chuck and me. You think we’re horrible, depraved, soulless.
Dan: And I may have used all of those words at one point or another. But, i’m sorry, i’m not following, what’s going on? …Did Chuck do something?
Blair: No, it’s not just what he did. It’s what I did. This whole time I was blaming him, but it was me too. I’ve become the person you always thought I was.
Dan: Look Blair, you’re not- I don’t think you’re that bad of a person. Maybe not my type, but you’re not terrible. And whatever it is that happened between you and Chuck, i’m sure you can fix it, because if there was a pair meant for one another, you know, it’s you two.
Blair: You’re absolutely right. Chuck and Blair, Blair and Chuck. I mean, who else could love me after what i’ve become? Thank you for helping me see it, Humphrey. …Your ice is melting.